Taking it day by day

Some days are easier than others. At times I wonder how I am supposed to even get up but then I realize my sweet Peyton wouldn't want me to give up. He never gave up even when it was hard.It truly keeps me going. I am so proud that I can call him my son. God blessed me so much by allowing me to see what it was like to have a miracle happen to you. I know some people are like "how is he a miracle when he died"?, but he took a breath, cried, and I was only 7 weeks pregnant when he was born. God is truly awesome. He knew I needed at least a small amount of time with him. I thank God that he showed me what unconditional love is. He showed me what its like to be completely selfless and to not take life for granted. My sweet Peyt's memorial marker is finally up and is so beautiful. Just pray that God gives me strength to heal as some days aren't quite so easy to feel like this. Thanks.