Friday, January 22, 2010

New Year



I know its been awhile since I poster but its hard to find time with our new lil one. Paisley was born on December 1st, 2009 weighing in at 5lbs 15oz and 19 inches long. She looks so much like her big brother. I miss him more each day and wish both of my children were here with me. She is a blessing straight from God. Its hard when people ask if this is our first and we have to say no and then explain what happened when they ask how old he is. I wish he could be here to play with his sister. To be her protector when she gets older. Her shoulder to lean on when times get hard. Its so difficult to know that one day we will have to explain to her that she has an older brother who lives in Heaven. I just hope she never feels like she was a replacement for him because she is truly wanted for her and not to feel a void that will never be filled. There is no replacing your child. He was an angel and a very special boy and I am so proud to call him my son. Well that's all for now. God bless.